In less than 2 days' time 2009 will officially come to an end. It’s a bittersweet kinda thing for me I guess? To be honest, I don’t know if this has been a good year, but I do know that I learned quite a lot. I think I’ve grown much more as a person in a way.

2009 didn’t start off very well for me. My first relationship ended early this year. My O level results were disappointing. But it’s okay. Because I’m thankful. I’m thankful that it ended. The two of us used to love each other, but people change and that’s a known fact. He wasn’t the guy that I fell in love with 5 years ago, so why hold onto something that will bring nothing but misery to the both of us? Then, I jumped into another relationship shortly after my first one ended, a rebound relationship you would call it. It didn’t work out and I really think that we are better off as friends. =] I know the two of you are better off now.

I started working part time at Chiku and that’s where I met people like Jasmine and Meiyan. Both whom I consider as friends I can confide in. Did I also mention that they happen to be two really appealing girls? Haha. :P Jas and I signed up for Hip Hop lessons together and whoosh, now we even got our own dance crew. All I can say is wow. Made many new friends from O school too. (Y)

As for my O level results, it was somewhat expected. I sort of saw it coming already, because frankly speaking I didn’t put in my 100%. But, I’m grateful for getting that crappy 20 points. And getting into Republic Polytechnic. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have met such awesome friends. First semester of school was really enjoyable thanks to W46H and FBFG. I remember the Malaysia trip to Irene’s house during the term break.. awesome ttm. I’ll never forget about it.. all those nights we stayed up doing nonsensical stuff. Haha. There are many times that we had conflicts among us, but we managed to clear it up. So I guess it’s all good? Thanks for the wonderful memories. You guys know who you are. ;)

Moving on to Semester Two. I thought that no class will ever beat W46H but E37Q proved me wrong. I have to admit, I felt kinda awkward in my new class on the first few days. But as time slowly pass by, we all started to open up and now we’re like a family. And I met some really awesome people there. Right kkb? Haha. :D It’s a little depressing to think that we only have 5 weeks left with each other before another school year begins though. Sigh. I’m so gonna cherish every moment. =]

Also, I am extremely glad that my secondary school besties and I are still as close. Shujun, Zishan, Ziling and Jodi. With the occasional addition of Amanda and Andrea. And not forgetting NOK. I miss you so much. Better come back and visit us soon kay! You girls do know that I’ll be right here for all of you no matter what right? =] And my best friend of 10 years. Yup I’m referring to you Lim Hui Yun. Haha. Even though we went to different schools, I’m really happy that we kept in touch all these while. Thanks for all the little surprises you gave. Thank you for listening to all my problems and the awesome advices that you never fail to give each time. <3

Now that I typed everything out, 2009 seems to be a pretty good year for me. But this year seems really short though. I'm actually quite looking forward to 2010.

Nothing good can come from rehashing past, so I’m gonna leave all the bad stuff behind. I guess this is why they say everything happens for a reason. And I really do think that maybe God has bigger plans for me than I have for myself. :D

Enjoy the last few moments with your loved ones. :)

Woke up at 10am this morning. I realized it's really tough waking kkb up sia. Haha kidding. Hmm then I went to prepare and headed to cwp to have lunch with kkb. Afterwards we went for the OH briefing in school and guess what? It only lasted for like around 40 minutes. In the email they stated that briefing was 3 hours long. Kuku ttm. Then Myzan started singing the CCB song. LOL ttm. Haha. And what's even more surprising was that I was chosen as a SL together with Jerome, Myzan and Nat(?). Like.. err.. you know. =/

After the briefing, we(me, Lini, Jerome, Nat, Seanie, Myzan and Stella) went off to the library to pass time because it was still early. We played charades and it was super comical. Jerome and Myzan's actions ah, damn epic I tell you. (Y). Haha. Then around 5 plus we left and walked over to CWP to meet the rest.

Class outing was fun. It wasn't really a class outing considering the fact that only 8 of us turned up(me, Lini, Jerome, Nat, Myzan, Daren, Coreen and Sche). We went to Lau Pasat to have our dinner and sauntered around Esplanade. We sat down at the outdoor theatre and talked. It was (Y). First impressions of each other followed by truth or dare. Coreen kept reminding us about the time cuz she was damn worried that we might miss the last bus. Damn funny. Haha. Lini and Sche kissed me on the cheeks. (It was a dare though). Thank you both. :P. Haha. Eh guys remember your dares when school reopens ah.

Who is this fat boy? Hmm I wonder.
















Once again, I had a really awesome day thanks to you guys. <3

Ps LIM HUI YUN - you are the bestest bestfriend, ever. <3 you ttm!

Mmhmm.

Merry X'mas Everyone!

Went for x'mas countdown with Jas, Jon, Darren and DJ just now. It was damn fun. (Y) Darren and DJ were like running around and spraying innocent passerbys. Haha. The funny thing is, they got caught by the policemen for spraying on people and they took down DJ's particulars. Haha that was super kuku. Anyway, we had foams all over us too. =D We yelled Merry Christmas to random people and the response was super hilarious. Haha.

Ho ho ho.

Had such a great time with my besties today! (Y)

We were supposed to meet up at 2pm, but all of us turned up late again as usual. And surprisingly I was the earliest. W00t? Haha. But when I called Zishan, she told me that Jodi wants to go to FEP. So I walked over and we shopped around while waiting for Shujun to arrive. Saw Justin there, but he seemed pretty reluctant to say Hi when I called out his name. Lol I wonder why. Hmm.

So anyways, we walked around looking for Jodi’s Christmas present for her friends. We managed to get it all done after like, 2 hours? Haha. We went to Starbucks to slack after Shujun came and had a hth talk. =] We talked for like another 2 hours then headed over to Novena for La Mei Zi(our usual dinner place). After our dinner we walked to United Square to get ice-cream and some food for Shujun’s Dad. Then we strolled back to her house and slacked there. We took sooo many photos luh, haha. >_< That’s why we missed the last bus and all of us had to cab home. Haha.

<3 you all ttm. =D

OGAYZ GOOD NIGHT!

Happy 17th Birthday to Mei Yan!

I miss seeing your kuku face during work, so come back soon! =P

Made full use of my break time today. Went to Bugis alone to have my lunch and bought xmas present for the 23rd. =D I got myself the exact same thing but in a different colour. Haha. I hope the person who gets it will make full use of it. =]

And my mum found my calculator. WOOHOO! Thank God. Now I can practice my Maths and FA. I've been looking for it for days, and she took like what, just a minute to find it? Gosh. I'm really bad at locating stuff sia. Haha. =/

--

Ana Free - Holding On (Hey Yo)

Open up your eyes, it couldn't be any more obvious
Look away you made your stand and kissed me like I knew you would
You, me, late September
Driving away from here
And one more for the good times
Before we go

And hey yo, I think of it like yesterday
And hey yo, you were there, and I was certain
Hey yo, I never fell cuz you were holding on
I knew that you'd be here with me today

Speak your mind I have to know I'm everything, or just a little
Hold me where I wanna be and you wanna be too, it's better with you
You, me, at the city limits
And we can have just one more for the good times
Before we go

And hey yo, I think of it like yesterday
And hey yo, you were there, and I was certain
Hey yo, I never fell cuz you were holding on
I knew that you'd be here with me today

Yes, I'm glad we took the chance
So here's to that and this romance
Last one for the night we have to go
And if I ever fall away
You know that I'll be home someday
Wait for me, I promise I'll be there

And hey yo, I think of it like yesterday
And hey yo, you were there, and I was certain
Hey yo, I never fell cuz you were holding on
I knew that you'd be here with me today

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Okie gotta go get some sleep nao. GNASD!

I am a terrorist.

Happy 18th Birthday to Dickson! =D

It's his big day today! Haha. Hmm so this morning we went to his house and gave him a surprise! We had to do this in advance because we can't celebrate it with him on the actual day, which is like tomorrow/today. Sorry man. =/ I think he was really surprised, because we conspired with KC. She let us into his house when he was washing up. But he found us hiding in the room anyway. So yeah. Hope you like the presents! =D

So after the lil surprise, I went to meet Jerome while the rest headed over to North Point. We caught Avatar in 3D which was friggingggggggg awesome. It's 161 minutes long and so worth the money. (Y) Spilled milktea on my shirt while watching the movie. Damn kuku.. -_- But I had so much fun with KKB! Haha. Lunch and shaved ice was pretty good too. =D

Around 6pm++ we left for Lavender. He went to Golden Mile to get his camp stuff and I went for dance. And he told me he found the mosquito coil holder in 28 seconds. -_- I took damn long but still couldn't find it the other time and he took only 28 seconds? WHAT?

Dance lesson was okay. Didn't learn much today. =/ I prefer Fredy's way of teaching though. Haha. We went to have BK and our usual practice outside NLB after that. I don't know why but I was totally moodless during the practice. Hmm.





I guess that's all for today. GNASD! =D

I'm having my dinner/supper now. Dad made stewed beef. (Y)

So for Entrepreneurship today we did some accounting. I'm so glad that I actually knew what I was doing and managed to complete the worksheet. Woohoo. =D Hui Tin and I were like checking each other's answers to make sure that we were on the right track.. but guess what? Both of us made the same mistake! Haha but still, GOOD JOB to the both of us. (Y)

Poor Myzan puked in class today. Scares the crap out of us sia. Everyone was like so concerned about him luh, except this particular person who only cares about himself. Hmm. It touches me to see how united and caring E37Q is. <3

So after our lesson ended a few of us stayed behind and played games like black magic and around the world in 80 days. Lini took damn long to figure out ATWI80D. Haha damn cute. After Nat, Lini and Seanie left, Jerome and I went to eat and study for marketing. Then a random SOH senior popped out from nowhere and started talking to Jerome. Haha. I think he resembles someone.. hmm.

Oh ya and before I forget,

Happy Birthday to Darren, Eunice and Zing! =D

I shall end this abruptly. Kthxbai.

Something pretty interesting happened today. This boy called John was beaten up by a group of boys in my level. Haha. I don't know who called the police and it caused quite a commotion sia. Even the paramedics were present. =/ Feels like we're back to secondary school days where guys would fight as though it's their daily routine. Haha.

Cognitive lesson was enjoyable as usual. And Jerome gave me a guitar pick necklace! Love it ttm. Thank you awesomest. =D Stayed in class after lesson ended. Was chatting and webcamming with Louis. He was asking me about the dos and don'ts in a relationship.. haha don't think I'm of much help though. =/ Then around 5pm Jerome, Myzan, Seanie and I left the classroom and walked to W1. Jerome went to the library and the rest of us went to meet Louis and Warren. Louis called my friend kids.. WHAT!? Haha. -_- Got some stuff from Booklink and walked to CWP.

I was like dead tired on the train la and it was so crowded. I stood all the way from Woodlands to City Hall. Gosh I almost died I tell you. And I think I saw Xiu Qing. Not very sure though. Haha. Then I decided to go have donuts at Bugis. Chatted with Irene on Msn while savoring my donuts. Woot! After that I bought Mango Green Tea and walked home. Went for a hair cut.

Before -> :)
After -> :(

I guess that explains it all. Kthxbai.

I'm having ice-cream right now. Life's good. (Y)

As I strolled down Orchard Road tonight, I realized that there's a distinction with choosing to spend time alone and being lonely. Spending time alone does not necessarily means that I'm lonely. Take today for example. I had work in the morning, then lunch with my colleagues and cuzzie. After that it was alone time with my ipod. For five hours. Did some shopping and a lot of walking. It was awesome. (Y)

There were times where I was hardly ever alone, yet I felt lonely. But what I felt today was sheer bliss. Happy to be alone for a while. Not that I don't enjoy being around people. I do, at lot actually. How can we be happy if we don't interact with people, right? But we need to be alone once in a while as well. To think. To reflect. I tried to collect my thoughts. I tried to unfold all the complications of my somewhat busy and distracted life. On my own. A life in which there is no time to be alone with myself is not appealing at all.

I think we have to deal with both extremes to feel fully human and engaged. We've all been hoodwinked into thinking that when we're around people, we're not lonely.

K. Need to sleep now. GNASD.

Woah look at the time, it's 2.32am already and I'm still awake. Haha. Hmm so I just finish talking on the phone with Darren. Seems like trouble is on its way. Sigh. Not again? I just hope that our crew will stay strong. *crosses fingers*

Financial Accounting was boring as usual. Darren didn't come today but thankfully Anna was there. Shamala, Min Er and I were like damn lost. Haha. =/ Jerome was really pissed this morning and it was really scary. =O And Lulu is finally back! Missed saying Ello and Morning to him sia. Hmm so during lunch time I had chicken hor fun from Food Heaven. Note to self : never ever try that again.

Had some quality time with Irene and Dick after school ended. We went to have KFC at CWP after I completed my rj and quiz in school. Talked about some really hilarious stuff and we were laughing like nobody's business la. Didn't spend much time with them this week so I was pretty glad that we were able to catch up today. =D

HH3 was super fun! We were like jumping around la. We were perspiring like mad when class ended. Haha. Made some new friends, Sharen and Melanie. A few of them took Randell's car and the rest of us took the train to City Hall. DJ thought he left his house keys at O school so Jon accompanied him back there to search for it. The rest of us waited for them at the platform. Both of them came back after realizing that his keys was actually at home, on his bed. Kuku. -_- We had Subway for dinner! Had our usual practice at Esplanade all the way until 11pm. Talked to Jerome on the phone when I was walking home. HI. Did my laundry and I'm freaking tired now.

I shall head to bed now, gnasd! Enjoy your weekends!

I <3 my team today. Like seriously. I feel that we're really working as a team now. And I do hope that this will go on for many weeks to come. We were like so damn worried/anxious/excited about our elevator pitch and sales presentation la. Adrenaline rush kinda feeling, woohoo I like! Everyone was literally running all around before heading to the lecture room. One word to describe the situation - chaotic. Oh and before that we took some pictures in the toilet.



Can you tell what is wrong with this picture? Cheeky Hellvan actually snuck into the girl's toilet.

I had so much fun listening to other team's elevator pitch and sales presentation. Jerome's team never fails to impress. I'm glad they won, they totally deserve it. (Y) We took a class photo after 6P ended and I went to change. Walked to the MRT station with Jeslyn, Weiyun and Hellvan and I realized that Hellvan dislikes walking under the rain. Weirdo.

Fell asleep on the train and overshot. When I woke up my neck was aching. Damn kuku I tell you. -_- Went to Golden Mile to get mosquito coil and had my chiang rai laksa! WOOHOO it was so good la. I should go there more often, don't even know why I avoided going there in the first place.



To be honest, putting how I feel in words is sometimes a struggle because it doesn't seem to justify how I feel.

Look at the sky.. so damn beautiful and captivating la. I stood there for a whole 10 minutes or so just admiring it?

Okay so I just came back from work. Today's a pretty good day. Manage to wake up on time for work. =D Around 3pm I knocked off and I went to B2 to get mua chee. Walked around with the mua chee in my hands, it was so freaking good la. Then I went over to Bugis to get some snacks and I saw someone. Whenever I pass by that area I’d always wish to chance upon him, but it never happens. Thus I was really shocked when I saw him and quickly walked away so he couldn’t see me. Ha ha it was really stupid of me to do that I know, but it was the very first thing that came to my mind. I think he was with his girlfriend or something la, so hopefully he’s doing well. =D

You see, that’s why I like to think that things always happen when you least expect it. This is life, unpredictable yet wonderful at the same time. When unpredictability strikes, that’s when we start to whimper and question ourselves. But if life were to be predictable, it would cease to be life. =/

I need to go for a jog. Need to clear up my mind. I still have a business executive summary to work on. =[

FIGHTING!!!

The rest of the pictures are on facebook. =]

So yesterday a group of us went to East Coast Park to roller blade. It was pretty fun despite the bad weather. The first time it rained we took off our skates and put our stuff under Lulu's umbrella and waited. After a while, we walked over to the beach because we got a little bored. Irene and I walked over to this big rock and I stood there and thought to myself - how the heck am I supposed to get on it? Then Dick and JH came over so and they got up there so easily. I was like -_-! So yup we managed to get on it with their help and we sort of just sat there and enjoyed the view. I guessed the three of them hurt their feet while we were there. =/ Hope they're getting better..

After the rain stopped we continued skating. But then Lulu and Nicholas already left with his sister to go have lunch or something. And Sam went to the jetty to meet Alex so the rest of us made our way back to the rental station. Then it started raining again and we hid under the tree. Come to think of it, it was so freaking hilarious/dumb la. Who in the right mind would hide under a tree when it’s raining? HAHA. But yeah it was a nice experience. After making our way back we realized we still had like 10 minutes left, so we went to practice our heel brake. Irene was too tired I guess, so she waited for us at the rental station together with Doris who just arrived. After that we went to meet the rest and made our way to Bedok to have our dinner. Nicholas lost his wallet on the bus but managed to retrieve it, so woohoo! Dinner was good and all of us went home after that. Wanted to stay out a little longer but I guessed everyone was tired.. so yeah.

Talked to Awesomest on the phone for a fairly long time. Then I remembered how my friends and I used to hog the phone and talk for hours. Man I miss those times. Where are they now? =/ It was a pretty good day I’d say. But then some things happened just before I went to bed. Conflicts are arising again. Sigh. I think it's definitely better for us to talk this out - face to face. I just hope that we’ll be able to see a rainbow after this storm, just like how we did yesterday.

Pictures taken at JP. Take note of our heights.

Everyone had to be dressed in formal for Entrepreneurship today. I think the whole class looked really smart and nice. Stayed back in class after lesson ended and did my quiz. After that Jerome, Sean, Myzan and I went to have Subway and had really nice chat. Met FBFG and all of us walked to the train station together. The guys were talking about E37Q's chalet. Haha I'm a little excited about it though. =] JH and I proceeded to JP to meet Irene for her interview. It went really well and I guess she'll be starting work soon? =D Did our RJs at Mac then came back home around 10pm. Was really tired and fell asleep on the train. Woke up to find that I was (almost) lying on a man's shoulder. He's indian btw. WOOHOO!?

GNASD people. =]

Why would people feel that they are useless, or even worse, that they are a burden to others? This is something which I’ve been thinking about today I guess? I didn’t mean to make anyone feel bad. Really. I never had the intention to hurt anyone, but I guess I did? Other people might think that they are over-reacting, but do you know how bad I felt when I saw them crying? And even though they kept denying the fact that it had something to do with me/us, I knew deep inside that I WAS a part of it. Thus, I wanna take the opportunity to apologize to you guys again. Sorry for being insensitive and selfish.

I started thinking about tons of stuff after this happened, and I kept asking myself if it’s really my fault. What the heck is wrong with me? But then again, I realized it’s through experiences like this that I learn. Learn how to care for others, how to put myself in their shoes. If I were in their position, how would I feel? Now I see the whole picture. God put us through this to make us realize that every little thing that we do, DOES have an impact on others. And like they always say, bad moods are infectious. So given your intelligence you could probably guess how screwed up I must have felt. I reckon I made Irene felt really bad after that because I was totally moodless. Sorry Ajuma. =[

Stayed back in class after lesson ended. Robin’s comical dance moves managed to put a smile on everyone’s faces I guess? I was so relieved to see a smile on HT’s face la. I couldn’t stop laughing either. Haha. Watched a lil bit of HM the movie on Robin’s lappy. It reminds me of the time in Malaysia. =/ After awhile the security came in and it was time to leave so we packed up and Sherman came to my class to meet me. We waited damn long for the rest to arrive la. Sherman and I were just crapping around and we went to have our dinner when the rest came to join us.

So basically the guys were teaching me the arm wave. Mine looks really kuku compared to theirs, and they kept encouraging me to practice and etc. I will, don’t worry about it. =] Went for a toilet break and I found myself practicing infront of the mirrors, in the toilet. -_- Was totally embarrassed when a girl walked in though. Gosh. Continued practicing a little here and there and took some videos. Looks pretty good, and Mike says that we’ve come a long way since HH1. Lol. -_-

When I was on my way home, I thought about a lot of stuff. I came to a conclusion that feelings and emotions are things which I cannot comprehend. Especially feelings. They are always so damn vague. Things happen when you least expect it, I guess?
It’s 1.45am already. I should probably go to bed now. Good night world. You are so cruel.

Woah. This is like my 400th post? Woohoo? Just got done with my supper and I’m feeling a little bloated now. Before that I had my shower and did my laundry as usual. One word to describe how I’m feeling right now – tired. Like totally. So yeah this morning I managed to reach in time to walk to school together with the rest! It’s been like a week or so because I’m usually later than them. =/ Hmm saw Daren on the way so I talked to him for a little and we walked to class together.

Cognitive module was pretty.. intense. Haha. I’m pretty happy with my new team-mates, a bunch of hard-working peeps I guess? I like. =D Hmm so during first break Sam, Dick, Irene and I went to food heaven because Sam and I wanted to eat. Didn’t meet the guys for lunch because we had this compulsory talk for the SOH students. =[ Went for the talk with my classmates and we had to sit on the floor because the room was so freaking small. Sigh so I just sat down and did my ppt stuff. At the end of the talk they showed us this video telling us how a teacher changed her student’s life. I think someone cried. So sentimental. =] So yeah my group’s presentation was pretty good in my opinion. GOOD JOB GUYS! =D Hmm but on the contrary, Math UT was disastrous. I could only answer a few questions la, sigh. =/ After UT, the rest came over to my class to meet me and we walked to CWP together. Dick and I left while the rest went to complete their work and had dinner I guess?

Coincidentally, I met Jon and DJ when I alighted at City Hall. Hmm then we met Jas and she passed me my new grey pants! Woohoo! So I came back home, changed, submitted my RJ and did my quiz before going for dance. After that, Jas, Rasti and Wei Ting accompanied me to Cineleisure because I wanted to look at shoes. We went to Leftfood but there wasn’t anything attractive. So we went over to Heeren instead and I got a pair of woman nike dunk high in gold! Woohoo! Rasti was like telling me the silver one looks nicer, but I prefer the gold one so yeah. =P Thanks for accompanying me and giving me your opinion guys! =D

By then it was already 9plus, so we went back to Bugis to meet the rest. While we were getting bubble tea from Rockery(which sucked btw), they called and told us that they got chased out by the security guard, so we met them at NLB instead. I heard from Darren that while they were practicing in Iluma, some malay guys came to disturb and were like looking for trouble. Sigh, teenagers these days have nothing better to do eh? -_- Saw zhisheng riding past (if I’m not wrong) but didn’t have the chance to say hi. I reckon I wouldn’t either. Hmm. So yeah after that we walked over to Esplanade. You know this place, where all the dancers practice? Yeah we went there but it was stuffy as hell. >_< When we reached that place right, we saw this group of malay boys standing in line and policemen were like talking to them. I guess they were probably caught skateboarding there, goons. We didn’t really practice much because we were just fooling around. Videos and pictures are with Jamie I guess? Hmm yep then around 11plus we left. All of them took the train and I decided to walk home from there. It started drizzling, and yah you can imagine luh. That feeling.. awesomeness. Teehee! =D

Saturday. It’s just another day at work for me. During break-time I met up with my dance clique and we went to Far East Plaza. Had Subway for lunch and we headed to this particular shop selling hip hop stuff. I got myself a DBD t-shirt and the rest got themselves some stuff too. I had to rush back to work afterwards, sigh. I was like so dead after work ended la. It was freaking tiring and there were like so many customers.. gosh. Drank some umeshu and apple juice.

Isn’t it amazing how a simple bus-ride back home can make you think so much? It’s as though the possibilities are endless? Today I decided to take the bus back home after my work for a change. I’ve always loved taking the bus. When I look through the thick glass panel that seems to separate myself from the outside world, I felt surprisingly calm. And it took unusually long for me to get home due to the traffic jam. Good for me then, more time to think and reflect.

It scares me how everyone seems to look so different on the exterior, but deep inside, they are all the same. We really shouldn’t judge someone just by their looks. But sadly, this is not possible. I feel like a hypocrite as I type this, because I have to admit, I do judge people at times. But every day is a lesson for me. We meet new people, thinking that we know them but in fact, we know nothing about them. Beauty catches the eye but personality captures the heart. So true. At least for me that is, because I’m not superficial like you.

Woohoo I’m dead tired now, just finished showering and doing my laundry. So I’m just gonna blog about today briefly. =] This morning I woke up around 7am, then I was like ‘Urgh I’m late again!’. I took my own sweet time to prepare and managed to reach class about 9am or so. When I was about to sit down after coming into the classroom, I saw my usual breakfast (consisting of milk and vanilla roll)on the table. Thank you so much! An eye for an eye, aye? =D So yeah.. my day started off really well.

Today we had this relief faci and I swear he’s super hilarious. I like the way he conducts his lesson, he’ll say the weirdest thing at the weirdest time. Haha! Hmm and I think he’s really sensitive.. lol. When we were walking back to our blocks after lunch, something happened and I got kinda upset. Dick, can you stop stepping on my slipper/shoe? Be it intentionally or unintentionally. I BEG OF YOU AH! Haha. >_< And just now Lulu asked me why I was emo-ing.. I wasn’t okay! Sorry I didn’t answer you when you said goodbye this afternoon! Didn’t mean to do that to you.. sorry k? =[

We had this mini celebration for Michelle cuz it’s her birthday today (7 Nov). Yeah and birthday girl cried.. silly girl. Lol. Yup then had our usual ppt presentation and etc. We took a few class photos after the end of the lesson, woot? Then I finished my RJ and stuff in class before heading to Irene’s classroom. When I was packing up I mixed up Nat’s charger with mine, and I didn’t know which was mine. Lol damn kuku. -_- Kk so we walked to CWP and decided to have Mac, like AGAIN! Part of the reason why is because I was in a rush la. =/ Irene helped me to order my stuff and I went to dickson. LOL! Saw Syaheerah there with her friends and said hi to her! I miss her comfy shoulders.. haha! =D Submitted our RJs and talked. Then Irene was like ‘Eh you’re going to be late eh’.. I looked at the time and it was already close to 6pm. I was like oh crap.. so we rushed the MRT station.. lol. Talked a lot on the train. Mostly about negative stuff. Don’t think too much k? Whatever’s meant to be, will work out perfectly. =] Yup.

Rushed back home to change and went for dance lesson. Fredy was our instructor for today(yesterday)! =D Head isolation and arm wave.. haha I’m so gonna have to practice hard. =/ Hmm then after our lesson we went to have our dinner and practice as usual. Talked to Jon for a little.. he’s one crazy and funny guy! Hmm then I came back home after that.. had yogurt on my way home as usual. =D

I believe everything happens for a reason. I shall leave everything to fate! =D Good night everyone!

Dear diary, today I feel really.. weird. Marketing UT1 wasn't very good and I didn't manage to complete all the questions. Sigh, who can I blame except myself? Procrastinating is my forte man. =/ That aside, I've been feeling rather moody these days. I want to apologize to my friends who had to take all my crap.. I'm really sorry. =[ I didn't mean to make you all of you feel as though you owe me anything or whatsoever, it's just that there are many things that are going through my mind. I promise I won't emo anymore k? (or at least try to.. haha.)

So after my UT I went to meet Irene and Dick as usual. I felt totally crappy and gloomy after my UT la.. 8 marks gone just like that. Argh. Went to Lulu's class and we were told that we're leaving for CWP. So yeah we went to Woodland's Library to finish our RJ. I was sitting alone.. just wanted some space alone then Doris decided to sit next to me out of all places. So I was like urgh and I hoped that I would at least have some peace. Guess what? She started asking me questions like "Guess what I'm drawing?". I was like totally sian-ed.. a little irritated to be exact. Then I said something like "Can you stop talking to me?". I guessed my words did hurt her in a way or another.. I'm sorry. But I can't help it. Sigh. =/ Thought about a lot of things when I was sitting there alone, but I did not come up with a conclusion.. sigh. Someone save me please? =[

After that we went to have our dinner at the foodcourt in CWP. Doris and Lulu left btw. So yeah. Irene and I had hokkien mee, it was nice! Cept that it has already turned cold by the time the guys came back. But whatever it still taste really good! We walked around CWP.. went to get my earpiece! =D Kk then after that we went to Mac to have ice-cream! Sat down and played Truth or Dare, it was fun! They asked really tough questions la.. sigh. I wish I knew the answer. =[Headed back home around 10.30pm if I'm not wrong. Talked to Dick on the train.. I think he sort of knows how I feel. I know you'll be reading this Dick, so thank you. =]

I'm going to bed now. Nights.

The little things you do to me are taking me over, do you know that? =/

Sunday

Went jogging with Irene, JH and Malcolm! Met Irene after my work ended. I was talking on the phone with Jasmine when I was on my way to Commonwealth to meet Irene. We talked for like an hour la, and I’m glad that she told me some stuff.. So after meeting up with Irene and Malcolm, we went to Kou Fu to have our lunch. I had duck rice, Irene had fishball noodles and Malcolm bought a carton of milk and a packet of chocolate! After we’re done we made our way to Lakeside to meet JH. He was supposed to await our arrival at the MRT station but he was late! So we just walked to his house and met him halfway.. Lol!

We went up to his house to put our stuff.. then we were all like ahh so tired.. so we used for his lappy for a while. Looked at some blogs then we went to change and off we go! Irene started feeling unwell after awhile because her heart was beating super duper fast. =[ So she stopped and walked.. the rest of us continued jogging. After a while I got tired so I stopped.. actually I wasn’t really tired.. I just felt like stopping because there wasn’t any motivation. =[ Sometimes when I jog I tend to picture someone or something in-front me us.. okay LAME I know! XD

So Irene and I walked over to the playground area and I went to play on the swing! Woohoo it was so fun la. JH and Malcolm came over after their additional round then I asked JH to push me because I couldn’t move. Haha so fun la! I wish the rest were there.. =/ Hmm anyways this little boy was playing the swing alone, so I talked to him.. cheeky lil boy. Haha! Then I was like sitting right in-front of him and he stuck his tongue out at me, so I stuck out my tongue as well. LOL! Super adorable.. Then we talked to him for a bit then his parents came over.. his name is actually Guang Hong.. he is 9 years-old. =D We moved on to the See-Saw then I was sitting on one end.. Guang Hong and his lil sister was sitting at the other end. I was like playing with them la.. they looked so happy.. haha. =] After a while they left then we went to look for the guys.. they were like jumping on the trampoline like thingy.. so kuku.. but we went to join them still. XD Jumped like some crazy lil kids.. -_- then we climbed up the pyramid thingy. Sat up there and talked.. talked about Irene and JH’s problem.. yup.

Mal was like saying “..let the Moon be our witness” or something like that. Damn funny.. I kept probing them to tell each other what’s wrong but it was like bleh. Haha so I told him “We’re at the right place at the time with the right person , now we’ll just have to for them to say the right thing..” Haha. Okay then we just went back to JH’s house for dinner. We were watching 不能說的秘密 at the same time. Bought back some old memories.. =/ They starting asking really lame questions like what are you gonna do if your crush tells you that he/she likes you. >_< Headed back home after our dinner around 10.30pm.. that’s it! =]

Question Yourself

WHOEVER READS THIS MUST ANSWER AND DO IT TRUTHFULLY!!
IF NOT UR NIGHTMARE WILL EAT YOU!!

1. What is your favourite food?
- Chocolate and ice-cream!

2. What is your most hated food?
- Don’t really have one..

3. What is your favourite colour?
- Blue and Brown..

4. What's your favourite hobby?
- Day-dreaming. HAHA hmm reading, dancing, sports, watching movies etc.

5. What do you hate most?
- INSECTS!

6. What’s troubling you now?
- Some stuff.. which I can’t tell you. Only bestie knows..

7. What's your ideal partner?
- Caring, knows how to take care of me and most importantly, love me for who I am..

8. What would you name your daughter?
- I kinda like Olivia.. or Georgia.. Taylor’s not that bad either.. XD

9. What would you name your son?
- Jordan or Lucas sounds nice..

10. Is there someone you like now?
- Hmm..

11. Who are you thinking of right now?
- Someone..

12. What if your best friend wanted to invade a country and asks you to join him/her in their conquest for world domination?
- I’d be right behind her! =D

13. What if you figured someone that you like has a crush on you?
- Hmm.. I dunno..

14. How would you describe yourself?
- Always the one that gets people talking. Gregarious in a way I guess? I like to be around my friends..

15. Left or right?
- Right!

16. Commitments?
- Currently? My friends and people whom I care about, school and dance..

17. What's the ideal height for your partner?
- Taller than me =]

18. What is your ideal age for your partner?
- Preferably someone older or about the same age.. can take care of me. =P

19. What would you sacrifice for your partner?
- My ipod? Haha JOKING! I’m willing to give up on anything/everything if he wants me to..

20. What's your religion?
- My parents are buddhists..

21. Have you ever hugged anyone?
- Yes

22. Have you ever kissed anyone?
- Yes

23. Have you ever held anyone's hand?
- Yes.. I still remember the first time I held hands with this friend in p1 during the “buddy period”.. omg >_<

24. Name 10 people you are thinking about?
- Bestie, Lulu, Irene, Malcolm, JH, Jasmine, Pamela and someone.. ( some of them because I just saw them today) I know there’s only 8 ahaha

25. Name 5 people that just talked to you
- Lulu, Malcolm, Irene, JH and Jasmine

26. Are you stressed?
- Not really.. but kinda..

27. What do you hope to be in the future?
- A good wife/mum/daughter/friend etc..

28. Have any good friends?
- Yup! Plenty.. Bestie, Shujun, Zishan, Ziling, Nok, Jodi, Lulu, Irene, Jenn, Sam, Dick, Malcolm, JH, Jasmine, Pam, Meiyan..

29. Made out in a lift before?
- No

30. Have you ever jumped off a cliff?
- Sadly, nope..

31. Skydiving or bungee jumping?
- Both! Sounds fun..

32. Name 5 qualities you want your partner to have
- Caring, loving, humorous, sweet and truthful..

33. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- Maybe..

34. Have you ever felt that your heart was torn into pieces?
- Yes..

35. Favourite time you ever had..
- Too many to mention..

36. Greatest dream you ever had
- Being together with that special someone? It was so long ago..

37. Who do you think of everyday?
- Hmm..

38. What do you do when you are upset?
- I’ll keep quiet.. but it gets kinda obvious.. I wear my heart on my sleeve sometimes.. so it’s easy to tell when I’m upset..

39. When was the last time I cried?
- Last month..

40. Favourite song/band?
- Favourite song (Currently) Justin Bieber’s cover of So Sick!!! Favourite band.. tons of them..

41. Books or activities?
- Both.. but please don’t hand me a dictionary.. I’ll faint..

42. Where would you take your first date to?
- My dream first date would be at the beach.. lol.. or just anywhere where we can sit down and talk..

43. What is something that you want your partner to have/ to do?
- Have faith in us and always love me.. lol..

44. Write 5 things you want to someone / say.
- What are you thinking?
- I’m sleepy and I need to get some sleep.
- UT1 is around the corner but I’ve not started my revision yet.(so dead..)
- What should I do?
- I love you?

45. What's your CCA?
- Track and Choir in Primary School, Golf in Secondary School. No IG for now. =[

46. What's the scariest thing that you've experienced?
- Hmm.. heartaches? HAHA I don’t know..

47. Who do you have a crush on now?
- Hmm..

48. What is your most hated genre (movie/books)?
- No preference..

49. List 5 things that's going through your mind 5 minutes ago.
- Fats because I just ate a bar of Cadburry, not getting enough sleep, UT1, what’s the time now and how I should answer this question..

50. 10 things you would like your partner to have/be
- Caring, trust-worthy, great sense of humour, sporty, taller than me, cute, smarter than me, someone who can come up with something witty, faithful and understanding..

Look at the time! It’s 1:23am now and I just made a wish, hopefully it’ll come true! =D
I LOVE today! Best day for the month of October! This morning all of us met up and walked to school today. It’s been a while since we’ve done that so it was really nice. =] Lulu got a new hair cut and I think it
makes him look somewhat younger, more refreshed! =D Today for Cognitive we did metaphors and it was pretty easy in my opinion. And I realized that there are actually so many different types of metaphors, cool? Anna started playing songs in the classroom during the third meeting and Jerome went to play with the lights. It was so freaking hilarious la, he was trying to turn our classroom into a club by switching on and off the lights. Lol!

Then after school we went to Louis’s class as usual. When I reached his classroom I saw the three guys wearing their lab coat! I was like =O? Haha so I tried to put on JH’s lab coat and I think I look so professional la, like a real doctor or something! =D


Hi I'm Dr Lim, are you here for your check-up?

I rushed through my RJ because Lulu had to go off to meet his friends for their BB dinner thingy. So Irene, JH, Malcolm and I walked to CWP together. It was raining so we took the sheltered way. The two guys went home and we went to Popular to get some stuff. Couldn’t find what I wanted, so we went to have Mac after Irene got her new earpiece. Lucky Irene won 2 packets of fries! Woohoo! We’ll claim it another day! =D Hmm then we ate and talked.. she told me about some stuff and I tried to talk some sense into her.. Don’t be sad/unhappy okay? We’re all friends and I hate to see unnecessary conflicts popping up every now and then. Since fate brought us together, we should cherish all the time that we have and not fight.. right? I love each and every one of you! =]

So after our lunch we both went home. It started to pour when I was on the train and it was sooo cooling la. I like the feeling of it. I was listening to my ipod and looking at the raindrops falling on the window.. pitter patter pitter patter! LOVE IT LA! So nice.. was totally chillaxing until the train came to a sudden halt. -_- I lost my balance and stepped on this person’s foot beside me. I kept apologizing to her but she really cool about it. Haha. Hmm ya then after awhile some people alighted and I went to sit down and I feel asleep. Lol! Came back home to changed then called Jas. She told me that they’re already in the studio so I went to meet them. Dance was so fun today la! Like totally! =D We were going through the steps that we learnt from the previous lessons then An An was like, “Wa, damn cui ah!” Haha then the whole class started laughing! =P We learned some new moves today.. totally in love with it! I’m starting to like this routine.. a lot. XD

After our lesson we all walked to Bugis as usual. The rest went to the food court to have their dinner and I went over to Bras Basah’s Popular to look for the pens that Lai San wanted. I was looking around then I found it, damn happy la. Kk then after I got my stuff I went back to look for them. Jas and I went to b2 to get bubble tea and some beverages for the guys. Gosh.. the staff there still looked so.. indifferent eh. Their faces are like.. I don’t know how to describe it la. They just looked so stoned. >_< So yup we went to practice after that. It was so much fun la! We were blasting our music.. like really really loudly. There was 10 of us today, 5 boys and 5 girls. So we came up with stupid ideas like pairing up and dancing facing each other. Dian Jin was standing infront of me, and I burst out laughing halfway cuz he got really close. Damn funny and awkward la! HAHA! By the way DJ is just a friend.. an irritating one that is. And he’s younger than me.. gosh can't believe it! -_-

So Rasti came to meet us after she got done with her stuff. The guys were like coaching her because she missed out today’s lesson again. So yeah then we fooled and crapped around as usual. It’s always so fun hanging out with them la, a bunch of funny people! Totally my kinda people! =D Jon taught me how to do the arm wave and I took a video of it so I can look at it and practice! Our practice session ended around 11pm then we took some group photos and went to 7-11 to get drinks. The two lovely lovebirds Sherman and Vivian went off first. FYI Vivian is Sherman’s girlfriend.. she’s really nice and friendly! =D Bought yogurt and then I came back home. Woohoo I got to know some new people today, like Jamie and Mike! Came back home, showered and did my laundry. So tiring la. =[ Then had my supper and now I’m here typing this..

I’m looking forward to the next lesson already, w00t! I think we’ll be meeting up after my work tomorrow to go catch a midnight movie or something. =D

Woah it’s 2.45am already, I better go get some sleep now! Good night people! =D

YAY BESTIE GOT PROMOTED!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER!! WOOHOO!!! =D

Congratulations~ Congratulations~ to LIM HUI YUN!!! <3

See, I told ya you could do it! You're my smart vacuum cleaner! =D The picture above was taken like a few weeks ago when we met up to have dinner! Miss her so much la! Now we're chatting on msn.. just crapping around talking about morale juices!? I'm also telling her about some stuff.. =]

Just came out from the shower.. feels really good! Okay today's pretty routine, Jerome is exceptionally funny today in my opinion. He cracks me up every single time. -_-! I reckoned he got so bored to the extent that he went to set my picture as his wallpaper. What a kuku.. and he owes me a pen. 28th Oct 2010, I'll remember this day. Lol! On another note, Maths was disastrous. I have no freaking idea what Rotation and Translation are about.. I need help! =[ JH was like trying his best to help me during 3rd meeting.. thanks a lot! =] So yup after lesson I went to Lulu's class to wait for the rest of them. Lulu and I were on our way to food heaven when Irene called, so we met her at the lawn outside W1 then we went to get waffles. JH and Malcolm were like shouting and banging on the thick glass panel outside Lulu's class when they saw us walking past the grass area. Such goons.. as if we can hear them from there.. LOL! =P

Went back to Lulu's class, did our RJ and etc. I kept playing Justin Bieber's songs.. omg I'm totally OBSESSED with his cover of Ne-Yo's So Sick la! So damn nice.. =D Kk we then headed to CWP because Lulu and I were craving for boogers. LOL! But the Mac in CWP was really crowded and there wasn't any tables available so we went over to Civic instead. Saw Sam and Alex over there.. kuku Sam was like trying to hide away from us.. AS IF YOU CAN! With eyesight like mine.. it'll never happen! XD

Bought our food and settled down. Here comes the funny part. We were talking as usual.. then all out of a sudden something flew past and we were like, what the heck was that? Kuku Sam was actually trying to attack us! We were like.. wa Sam courting death.. so we threw stuff back to her.. damn hilarious! I threw a packet of curry sauce over, then Lulu turned to me and said something like "Do you know the sauce will explode.." then I was like oh ya! =O So anyways Sam threw the curry sauce back in return and it hit Lulu's ribcage, so he was threw a handful of ice over! Haha then one of the mac staff was like looking at us. -_- Another thing is that there were "cabbages" coming out of JH's nostrils.. omg.. =P

After our meal we walked back to Woodlands MRT. Lulu met his friends and then we all went back home.. that's it!

Have a good rest people. Nighty night! =]

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness. That is a friend who cares."

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"I wish I was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before I make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out."

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Ello people! KK I shall update about today. Hmm this morning I woke up, showered and had my breakfast then went to work as usual. It started raining when I was walking to the MRT.. felt so cooling la.. really nice compared to the humid weather recently. =D

So yup work was really boring.. plus there wasn’t much customers, so I was literally rotting there la. =[ Got really hungry after a while so I told Lai San I wanted to go to the washroom.. when in fact I went to B2 to get some breads. =P My favourite ang moh Ah Gong came today.. really happy to see him! He sat at his usual spot, table 7 again. =D Kk then when I was pouring tea I heard someone screaming “LIM XIAN WEE”! So I turned around saw Irene standing outside. -_-! I was like so shocked la! Haha shocked but in a happy way.. happy that she’s giving me a surprise visit! =] She waited for my work to end then we went to have lunch because she was starving! So nice of her! =] For some reason, Irene is always starving.. eat more okay?

We took a long time to decide where to have our lunch.. then in the end we went to have Mac. I had double cheese boogers and she had mcchicken or something. Haha we were eating and crapping around. Played with her camera then messaged the rest and asked if they’re free tomorrow to go catch a movie after school. Then Lulu called and asked if we’re meeting up today because JH and him were together. So I was like “Really ah? I’m with Irene now also eh..” Haha then we waited for them at Mac because they were still in school. All of out a sudden it blacked out and everyone was like what the heck is going on? Haha super hilarious.. then I just sat there and continued to play with Irene’s camera.

Then after awhile we walked over to Orchard MRT. Called them and asked if they’re reaching.. then we decided to go to City Hall. So Irene and I went to the first cabin and waited for their train to arrive. Saw their friend in the train.. but didn’t say hi.. haha. Yup then we walked over to Marina Square and their friend left for Suntec City. They had Mac and Irene bought Double Chocolate Frappe. Omg so nice la! So we just sat there and fooled around. After they’re done we walked to Esplanade.. went to the usual place and started playing with Irene’s camera! Then after staring at the sky for 123 years we left because we wanted to head home. When we reached City Link the guys said they wanted to go to the washroom. Bought yogurt and newspaper while waiting for the guys.. then they decided to go have frappe at Mac again. Lol so we went back there and got our frappes. Sat down and started telling lame jokes. Haha it was so funny.. >_<. Then after awhile we decided to go home cuz I think we were all a little tired..

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So yup that’s about it for today! Good night everybody! =D

We tried to imitate KC's smile..

So did JH..

Irene was "crying" cuz someone bullied her.. haha!


This morning I was feeling really lethargic.. I guess I didn’t have enough rest that’s why. So yup school was routine as usual. Financial Accounting today but I wasn’t really in the mood to do anything, so I think I didn’t contribute much to the team today. I feel so sorry for my teammates.. I promise I’ll work harder next week k?

So yup after school I went over to Lulu’s class to meet the rest. When I reached there, Irene was already sitting outside. I asked her why she didn’t go into the class and she told me because there were still many people in Lulu’s class. So we just sat outside and started doing our stuff. Then Lulu banged on the window and told us to get into his class.. and after awhile JH came over. Irene went to post some stuff at the post office and the rest of us did our RJs while waiting for Dick to finish his game with his classmates. -_-! Lulu showed us the Landlord video.. it was so freaking cute la! “I want my money, bitch!” HAHA!! So after 2341234 years of waiting, Dick finally arrived but then they continued playing Pokemon. -_-!

Okay then around 6 plus Irene called.. so we walked over to CWP to meet her. Before that I received this call from this woman saying I got selected to work in their company blah blah blah. So lame.. I didn’t even apply for any jobs in the first place. -_-! Then Dick told us that KC was coming over but then she was really shy. So the group of us decided to go to AMK to have our dinner and to meet her at the same time. But when we’re on our way there Dick changed his mind and said that we should probably go somewhere else cuz he’s kinda sick of AMK. So we ended up having Subway at TPY. Woohoo actually before that we went to BK because we couldn’t make up our mind. So ya in the end we settled for Subway! They knew that I couldn’t take fried stuff so they eliminated all the fast food.. aww! =D

We talked and fooled around as usual. JH doesn’t want OLIVE OIL.. HAHA goon! XD I think I ate in a really demure manner today.. but I took a really long time. Haha omg I should accelerate and speed up next time! Haha. Hmm then around 9pm++ we went back home. Dick and KC took 88 home. JH, Irene and I took the train towards Marina Bay and Lulu went the opposite way. Feel so bad for him.. have to go back home alone. =[ So anyways JH, Irene and I fooled around in the train.. we tried to imitate KC and took some photos. And JH is a really bad photographer.. his hands kept shaking la.. the aftermath of INTENSE GYM SESSION maybe? Haha! =P

I guess today all of us felt really restless and tired.. because last night we(Lulu, Dick, JH, Irene and I) went jogging! We jogged around the estate near Lulu’s house. It was really nice.. but I felt a little lonely because JH and Dick were running infront of me.. Lulu and Irene were running behind. So I was like in the middle.. jogging alone. =[ Maybe I should bring along my Ipod the next time.. haha. After our jog we went to the fitness corner. The guys started gymming, so Irene and I just sat there and cooled down. After that we went back to Lulu’s house and his mommy prepared dinner for us! Thank you auntie for the scrumptious meal! =D Oh yah when we were on our way back to Lulu’s house, JH’s legs started to cramp when he raced Dick up the slope. JH was screaming like a girl and we kenna scoldings from some uncivilised people. =[ After our dinner I told them that I felt like having some ice-cream. And my wish came true because Lulu gave me a Magnum ice-cream! I was like so happy la.. thanks Lulu! =D Drank some tea and talked.. we wanted to help him with the dishes but he rejected our offer.. oh Louis.. =]

So we just stood there and gave him our moral support while he was busy scrubbing the dirt off the plates. I taught JH and Dick some dance moves.. damn hilarious! XD Then after that we went back to Lulu’s room.. they started playing the guitar and I did my practice questions there. Lulu helped me to upload my pq.. thanks! =D Then around 10.40pm we left cuz it was getting really late. Lulu offered to walk us to the MRT station! Went back home.. showered then went to bed around 1am.







Ahh it’s 12.38am now, I’m going to bed! Good night world!! Love you all! =D