Favorite song of the moment.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But you just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

Today marks the end of my polytechnic life. It's like I can't decide if I should be happy or sad. On one hand, I'm glad that there is no more UTs but on the other hand, I kinda miss doing RJs and definitely the people I've met during the 3 freaking awesome years (already). I wanna thank every friend I've made during this period of time and I've found some really awesome relationships. Very thankful for that. :') I thought of writing a thank you letter to those whom I really cherish close to my heart but the thought of how much time and effort I'd need to put into making these things just.. scares me. Or I could just be lazy. More of the latter I guess. But yeah, I love you guys no matter what. I really hope that all these r/s will last, as absurd as it sounds, forever.

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Anyway, after the last UT today(which was Managing Guest Experience btw), we had a meeting regarding the SOT. AND WE ARE 2 WEEKS AWAY FROM THE GOLD COAST TRIP. OMG I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT! :D And it feels kinda good that I can joke around with my facilitators and call them Mum and Dad. Haha. We then went to OSC to settle our SOT payments and collected our transcripts. Cheryl then drove me to CWP before sending Jane home as well.

Met up with Louis and Sam at Sembawang. It's been age sinces I last went to that place and it brings back a lot of memories. Not the dirty public toilet memories though. Haha. Talked about some stuff while we had Macs for lunch. Then we walked around and went grocery shopping for our dinner! Met up with Dick and we walked over to Louis's place. So, the chef(s) started cooking and I just stood by the side and watched. We talked and joked around as usual. Dinner was great. They gave me an early birthday surprise, which was partly ruined by me because I sorta knew about the surprise. But I really appreciate it so thank you guys, for both the effort and everything. Love you all. :)

Today is officially the worst day of my life.

When I was packing my bag and rushing off to another class for UT, I accidentally knocked my laptop off the desk and there was a REALLY LOUD THUD. Smoke were coming out of the ventilation port and it's basically dead now. And I had to do my operational issues for TPA on paper without my notes. But the paper was okay so that's a little comforting. But that's not the end. I slipped and fell when I came out of the toilet and I have this small bruise on my right knee now. Sigh. Can my day get any worse than this? And the fact that my exams are on-going is not helping at all. For now, I just hope that my laptop can be revived.. please?

Dear kelly, can you just be a little bit more aware of your surroundings? Like what Mr Philip Ang said, you can only do so much for someone. Because in the end, it all depends on you. So please just do everyone a favour and realize what you're doing. PLEASE.

Dear father, I really really really dislike how you always act like a samaritan infront of people. You piece of shit. Please just open up your eyes and take a look at what you've been doing. You're not doing anything for the family at all.

Visited the university fair this afternoon and picked up quite a few brochures. Felt like I got slapped in the face each time I asked about the minimum GPA required for the courses. The resounding 3.6(something). God I so deserve to be slapped for not studying hard enough. Please let me get at least 3.5!!! :/

Anyway, this song has been stuck in my head for the past few days. I know it's old but wtheck.

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

First day of school was so-so. Thought it'd be much more exciting and fun but oh well. :/ Kinda bummed that Jerome and Lini are not in school though. :( I want my friends! And I should probably update this space more often, it's literally dying. PS - TUMBLR IS TOO ADDICTIVE.