In less than 2 days' time 2009 will officially come to an end. It’s a bittersweet kinda thing for me I guess? To be honest, I don’t know if this has been a good year, but I do know that I learned quite a lot. I think I’ve grown much more as a person in a way.

2009 didn’t start off very well for me. My first relationship ended early this year. My O level results were disappointing. But it’s okay. Because I’m thankful. I’m thankful that it ended. The two of us used to love each other, but people change and that’s a known fact. He wasn’t the guy that I fell in love with 5 years ago, so why hold onto something that will bring nothing but misery to the both of us? Then, I jumped into another relationship shortly after my first one ended, a rebound relationship you would call it. It didn’t work out and I really think that we are better off as friends. =] I know the two of you are better off now.

I started working part time at Chiku and that’s where I met people like Jasmine and Meiyan. Both whom I consider as friends I can confide in. Did I also mention that they happen to be two really appealing girls? Haha. :P Jas and I signed up for Hip Hop lessons together and whoosh, now we even got our own dance crew. All I can say is wow. Made many new friends from O school too. (Y)

As for my O level results, it was somewhat expected. I sort of saw it coming already, because frankly speaking I didn’t put in my 100%. But, I’m grateful for getting that crappy 20 points. And getting into Republic Polytechnic. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have met such awesome friends. First semester of school was really enjoyable thanks to W46H and FBFG. I remember the Malaysia trip to Irene’s house during the term break.. awesome ttm. I’ll never forget about it.. all those nights we stayed up doing nonsensical stuff. Haha. There are many times that we had conflicts among us, but we managed to clear it up. So I guess it’s all good? Thanks for the wonderful memories. You guys know who you are. ;)

Moving on to Semester Two. I thought that no class will ever beat W46H but E37Q proved me wrong. I have to admit, I felt kinda awkward in my new class on the first few days. But as time slowly pass by, we all started to open up and now we’re like a family. And I met some really awesome people there. Right kkb? Haha. :D It’s a little depressing to think that we only have 5 weeks left with each other before another school year begins though. Sigh. I’m so gonna cherish every moment. =]

Also, I am extremely glad that my secondary school besties and I are still as close. Shujun, Zishan, Ziling and Jodi. With the occasional addition of Amanda and Andrea. And not forgetting NOK. I miss you so much. Better come back and visit us soon kay! You girls do know that I’ll be right here for all of you no matter what right? =] And my best friend of 10 years. Yup I’m referring to you Lim Hui Yun. Haha. Even though we went to different schools, I’m really happy that we kept in touch all these while. Thanks for all the little surprises you gave. Thank you for listening to all my problems and the awesome advices that you never fail to give each time. <3

Now that I typed everything out, 2009 seems to be a pretty good year for me. But this year seems really short though. I'm actually quite looking forward to 2010.

Nothing good can come from rehashing past, so I’m gonna leave all the bad stuff behind. I guess this is why they say everything happens for a reason. And I really do think that maybe God has bigger plans for me than I have for myself. :D

Enjoy the last few moments with your loved ones. :)