Today is officially the worst day of my life.

When I was packing my bag and rushing off to another class for UT, I accidentally knocked my laptop off the desk and there was a REALLY LOUD THUD. Smoke were coming out of the ventilation port and it's basically dead now. And I had to do my operational issues for TPA on paper without my notes. But the paper was okay so that's a little comforting. But that's not the end. I slipped and fell when I came out of the toilet and I have this small bruise on my right knee now. Sigh. Can my day get any worse than this? And the fact that my exams are on-going is not helping at all. For now, I just hope that my laptop can be revived.. please?

Dear kelly, can you just be a little bit more aware of your surroundings? Like what Mr Philip Ang said, you can only do so much for someone. Because in the end, it all depends on you. So please just do everyone a favour and realize what you're doing. PLEASE.

Dear father, I really really really dislike how you always act like a samaritan infront of people. You piece of shit. Please just open up your eyes and take a look at what you've been doing. You're not doing anything for the family at all.

Visited the university fair this afternoon and picked up quite a few brochures. Felt like I got slapped in the face each time I asked about the minimum GPA required for the courses. The resounding 3.6(something). God I so deserve to be slapped for not studying hard enough. Please let me get at least 3.5!!! :/

Anyway, this song has been stuck in my head for the past few days. I know it's old but wtheck.

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

First day of school was so-so. Thought it'd be much more exciting and fun but oh well. :/ Kinda bummed that Jerome and Lini are not in school though. :( I want my friends! And I should probably update this space more often, it's literally dying. PS - TUMBLR IS TOO ADDICTIVE.

I love watching movies(with kkb). I like movies that evoke emotions and gets me thinking. The best kind of movies are those that makes you think, and changes your outlook on life. What's life without some drama?

Today was a fairly good day. We had our breakfast at fajar and visited two museums back to back. We went to the national museum and arts museum. The treasures of vacheron constantin exhibition in NM was really good. However I find the latter rather boring. Haha whoops.

After touring around the museums, we headed to haji lane and bali lane because Jerome wanted to look at some old toys. He managed to get two wooden tops, a paper ball and a paper plane(?)! Since it was still early, we went back to bencoolen to look at watches. (think we got inspired after the exhibition haha) Had our dinner at astons aka our favourite restaurant of the moment. Oh and to golden mile to get my instant noodles and some random stuff. Then home! Took quite a number of pictures today but it's with the man. Haha.

Anyway, IIP IS ENDING IN 17 DAYS' TIME!!! Yay.

Slacking in the control room during 11-3 (attraction inoperable due to weather)

How the control room looks like

Dew drops on the camera after the rain!

I know I have been neglecting my blog since IIP started, so here I am trying to fill in this space with some pictures hoping to make up for my absence and lack of commitment. Haha. It's crazy how time flies by, I'm only left with 10 weeks and I'll be done with my IIP! Woohoo can't wait to convert to casual! :p

Anyway, I've come to realize that my perception of people tend to change over time. It's like just when I thought hey this is how x is like, the next moment x does/says something which proves me otherwise. I guess that's the beauty of time. To me, the amount of time of time is equivalent to the strength of light. The longer the period of time, the stronger the light. And with a stronger light we are able to explore the darkness, things that were once beyond our understanding. Okay I'm just typing nonsense.

As much as we wish for more time, we tend to misuse it. But time heals all wounds, if not make the scars fade over time. Proven.

It's been awhile since I last updated eh. Today was a good day because it's my day off and I get to spend it with Jerome! We had breakfast at our usual place, went shopping, had häagen dazs ice-cream and caught the movie hop! :) Hopefully we still get to do this every now and then despite our busy schedule.

I'm almost a month into my IIP and it has been quite enjoyable thus far. However, there's this particular person at work whom I can't seem to like no matter how hard I try to force myself to. :/ & I've unknowingly memorized battlestar glactica's spiel.

Battlestar galactica is a high speed turbulent roller coaster that includes sudden and dramatic acceleration, climbing, lifting and dropping. Guests have to be in good physical health to experience this attraction.

Imagine having to hear this all the time. No wonder it got stuck in my head. Haha.

Today marks the start of my IIP, and we have to go through a 2-day corporate induction program. All of us have been posted to the USS park operations but I'm not sure which rides we're in charge of just yet! Hopefully something fun! Or maybe some rides with lots of kids? :)

Anyway, the Hong Kong trip was awesome! I miss the weather in Hong Kong sooooo much even though it can be really chilly at times. Haha. I especially love to sit on the bus, plug in my ipod and just enjoy the scenery. Super duper relaxing. :) The food was not too bad, but it could have been better. Their eggtarts are so good. I've thoroughly enjoyed myself even though I lost the bag of nike stuff I bought on the last day and the coin I got from disneyland. Oh well, just my luck lah. :)

Oh and my awesome friends and Jerome gave me a surprise on the 27th! We had a simple dinner at Ichiban and they got me a nixon watch! I love it! Thanks so much BFFs! :D

Jerome also made me a super duper awesome birthday scrapbook, which I loveeee! :)

I celebrated my actual birthday with vaccum! We had some italian food at Spageddies and it was pretty good! Then she got me two mini ice-cream cakes because I couldn't decide which was better! Thanks for the gifts and haiku! Lublub! :D And feel better soon okay? I'll always be here if you need anyone to talk to. Or to ride on a swing with. :)

School is finally out, apart from the fact that we still have UT3 next week. Just submitted my last reflection journal for year 2. It's a bitter-sweet kind of feeling for me because I'm glad that this semester is finally or almost over, yet at the same time I know I'm going to miss some of my classmates. :/ Ah but this is life. It gets easier every time. Haha.

Happy chinese new year everyone! Had a good time catching up with two of my cousins just now. But I miss having reunion dinner with everyone around. :( Sigh. Anyway I haven't start to pack for tomorrow/later yet, gonna go back to malaysia with mummy and visit my relatives! Haha. I'm actually looking forward to spending some quiet time over there, away from the hustle and bustle in Singapore. So goodbye internet, hello nature(err kinda)! :)

We're 1/12 done with 2011 already, whuttt? It has been raining non-stop for the past few days and it's pretty awesome except for the fact that my shoes are constantly wet because of this. :/ And I finally found a Jodi Picoult novel in the library after so many futile attempts. (Y)

Sometimes when things like this happen, I start to question myself - am I at fault? But I know that deep down it has nothing to do with me, because I've always had a clear conscience when it comes to treating people right. If I feel that I've done someone wrong, I will apologize. And this time round, I know that - it's not me, it's you.

Oh and anyway, I got short-listed for the study trip to Hong Kong! Looking forward to some sight-seeing, shopping and trying some local delicacies! :)

Get well soon kkb. :)

Just came back home after doing some shopping in bugis. After covering the whole of bugis junction and bugis street, I only managed to get one pathetic dress for chinese new year. I also replenished my stock of multi-vitamins like finally. I've been spending quite a lot thanks to this occasion, but hopefully I can recuperate all that money from the red packets? (which is unlikely I guess, haha) Anyho, HELLO BAKUA.

Sometimes I find it so hard being a girl. There are so many (redundant)things to worry about, from my hair to the clothes I wear. Or even insignificant things like having some flab. I guess it's normal for most girls? I feel like I'm out of place when I don't do what other girls do. I feel that all the time to be honest. I think it's just me being insecure. Haha. If only girls wear jeans and converse all the time, that would make everything so much easier. I'm just a weak individual conforming to the norm of this society. Haha.

My wallpaper for a day. -_-

Mabel posing with her ice-cream. :)

After talking to someone yesterday, I came to realize that some things are not as perfect as it seems. Don't be fooled by what you see. Sometimes, people act like everything is fine for a semblance of normality. They keep quiet and act like they are fine, but deep down they are hurt and broken. Isn't it sad to feel estranged from your significant other? Is it that hard to stay faithful to one? Instead of giving a tirade and putting blame on each other, isn't it better if we try to resolve the issues? So many questions, unanswered.

Ah, just another post of me being skeptical about people. About marriage. Because I've seen to many real life examples myself. Marriage is an arduous undertaking, but I'm hopeful, because I believe that happy endings do exists.

What I did on a Friday evening. :)

First week of 2011 is almost over! It was a pretty good week. So in a nutshell..

I cut my hair on the last day of 2010!

I celebrated Jerome's 19th birthday!

I took Business Statistics UT2!

I went for dance session at Scape with the guys!

I was involved in RP's Open House!

I went for Danzation!

I've always wanted to cut my hair short because I've never had short hair before. Ever. So it was something that I've always wanted to do but never had the courage to. Many people told me not to cut it because of so many reasons. But I went ahead. It's not THAT short lah, but I still love it! Except the fringe of course. Haha. :)

Had a pretty good day with Jerome on his birthday last Sunday. We had Ajisen for lunch and went to Kinokuniya for his comic books. Hope you like the gift and enjoyed yourself. ;)

The boy who can't smile properly.

Business Stats UT was quite terrible. Didn't have enough time to complete all the questions. Again. -_-

Wednesday was dance practice sessions with the guys at Scape. And I met two of Lini's popping mates as well. Haha. Somehow I've forgotten how awesome it is to dance with the crew. I think I've rekindled my love for hip hop. (aww moment) Not that it died before but sometimes I just feel very unmotivated to dance. But yeah. Gonna go for practice sessions more often starting now. :)

Open house this year was.. a little boring(for me) compared to last year. Even though the set up was really nice and the event was HUGE. I still can't believe RP spent 5 million dollars just on Open House. :O I was part of the longest sandwich making attempt. So thankful I didn't die on the spot because it was soooo boring! Some DHHM students are quite stuck up too I realized. :/ And I must thank Ben and Wai Yip for keeping me company through-out the day man, or else I would have been bored to death. Thanks man. :)

Here's a picture of the sandwiches.

Pictures taken on the 2nd day of OH!

Oh and Danzation on Friday was kinda awesome. Great job Zl and Zs! Keep dancing! :)