Hi there. I decided to update this space with more adorable pictures of Mabel before I head to bed. Oh and to finish up the sales competition crap. A few more sentences and I'll be done! Woot.

Anyway, I went to TPY today after school to meet my cuzzie and we had our dinner at Pizza Hut. The prawn aglio olio there is pretty good ah. (Y) Walking around TPY brought back tons of memories. Haha.

Oh and it's my microeconomics faci's last day today. When she broke the news I was like HUH. She's a really nice faci in my opinion lah, she even got us brownies on her last day. :( Sometimes I wonder why some people can be so unappreciative and disrespectful. :/

Something I learned today. Assumption is really the mother of all screw-ups.

Night.

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea


While waiting for our very important president. <3 this two beeches.

Just this morning, I flared up twice. The source of my anger? Boys. Not what you're thinking. I'm just losing my patience. Is it true that some boys are really insensitive or maybe it's just me being overly sensitive? Probably the latter. Haha. :/ I get pissed off at the slightest things, even a drop in the bucket will trigger my anger lah I tell you. Just when I thought I had it all under control it starts to fall apart again. When I'm upset, people around me suffer. And I feel really guilty after that. Vicious cycle ah. I need to start learning how to manage my temper all over again. :/

Furthermore, some people are just not worth my anger. So why waste my time on things/people that don't even deserve my attention? Haha. But still. Easier said than done. Nonetheless, I'm gonna try. To make myself less pathetic and people around me happier. I hope.

Before I end off, here's a picture of my favourite faci and the girls in my class taken last Friday during the Adidas sales competition.



Night.

"I don't know" or "nothing" - the impulsive reaction of a lot of people. When someone asks me if something is wrong, my instinctual response is to say "nothing". It's not always true. And sometimes, it could not be further from the truth. But it's a good way to shut people up out/up, though.

I think people do this for many reasons. They do it because they think that talking to someone about something that is weighing on their mind is an admission to themselves. And they don't want that. Because they don't want to be seen as a wimp . Or sometimes, they're just scared that it will hurt more to talk about than it already does to not talk about.

In reality, saying “nothing” is unfair to those who care for you. I mean, people around you will be able to tell when something is not quite right. And when they ask if something’s wrong, saying “nothing” might probably shut them up, but it does not allay their worries. It will only make it worse.

Honestly speaking, I think they are just presenting themselves as a sounding board for you to let out your issue, and not to find solutions for it. But it’s not intrusive lah don’t get me wrong. So please guys, next time somebody notices that you’re acting weird and is sincerely concern about you, don’t shut them out. Share your problems with them. Even if it gets nowhere, at least you know that they’re there for you.

Hey. Can you believe it's July already? Why is time passing by so quickly? Sometimes I wish it would slow down so that I can take time to enjoy the little things in my life. And I've been really bad at updating lately. :/ But I want to keep this space alive, because it'll be a waste if I stop writing here. I wouldn't be able to see how much I've grown. But having said that, I'm always procrastinating. Sometimes I have the urge to update, but I tell myself that I'll do it "later". And that "later" never really happens. Haha. Now that I'm doing it finally, I can't think of anything to write. The irony. :/

I shall update on what I've been doing for the past 2 weeks. Last Monday my class had a field trip to Hilton Hotel. It was a good experience and I'm thankful for such an awesome bunch of classmates. I think I'm starting to feel attached to them already. Seeing them in class always make me feel so.. comfortable. :)

We also celebrated Irene's 20th birthday on the 29th of June. It was just a simple dinner at Pastamania and we had Ben and Jerry's after that. Hope she likes the bag. :) It has been awhile since we last hung out together, but whenever we get together it feels like we're going back in time. Everything just feels so.. familiar. Well, almost.

Anyway, kkb and I caught 3 movies for the past 2 weeks. Letters to Juliet, Eclipse and Despicable Me. Omg I love Despicable Me!!! The minions are so freaking cute. Haha. (Y) Oh and kkb got me "choco"! An ipod classic! I love it so much. I really didn't expect that. It just goes to show how lucky and blessed I am. I have awesome people in my life. Thank you kkb for being a part of it. A big part. :)

I need to go get ready for work now. I'll be meeting Jas and Rasti later on after work and we're gonna go meet the rest at Expo for THE BIG GROOVE! Hope it'll be fun. :)