Why would people feel that they are useless, or even worse, that they are a burden to others? This is something which I’ve been thinking about today I guess? I didn’t mean to make anyone feel bad. Really. I never had the intention to hurt anyone, but I guess I did? Other people might think that they are over-reacting, but do you know how bad I felt when I saw them crying? And even though they kept denying the fact that it had something to do with me/us, I knew deep inside that I WAS a part of it. Thus, I wanna take the opportunity to apologize to you guys again. Sorry for being insensitive and selfish.

I started thinking about tons of stuff after this happened, and I kept asking myself if it’s really my fault. What the heck is wrong with me? But then again, I realized it’s through experiences like this that I learn. Learn how to care for others, how to put myself in their shoes. If I were in their position, how would I feel? Now I see the whole picture. God put us through this to make us realize that every little thing that we do, DOES have an impact on others. And like they always say, bad moods are infectious. So given your intelligence you could probably guess how screwed up I must have felt. I reckon I made Irene felt really bad after that because I was totally moodless. Sorry Ajuma. =[

Stayed back in class after lesson ended. Robin’s comical dance moves managed to put a smile on everyone’s faces I guess? I was so relieved to see a smile on HT’s face la. I couldn’t stop laughing either. Haha. Watched a lil bit of HM the movie on Robin’s lappy. It reminds me of the time in Malaysia. =/ After awhile the security came in and it was time to leave so we packed up and Sherman came to my class to meet me. We waited damn long for the rest to arrive la. Sherman and I were just crapping around and we went to have our dinner when the rest came to join us.

So basically the guys were teaching me the arm wave. Mine looks really kuku compared to theirs, and they kept encouraging me to practice and etc. I will, don’t worry about it. =] Went for a toilet break and I found myself practicing infront of the mirrors, in the toilet. -_- Was totally embarrassed when a girl walked in though. Gosh. Continued practicing a little here and there and took some videos. Looks pretty good, and Mike says that we’ve come a long way since HH1. Lol. -_-

When I was on my way home, I thought about a lot of stuff. I came to a conclusion that feelings and emotions are things which I cannot comprehend. Especially feelings. They are always so damn vague. Things happen when you least expect it, I guess?
It’s 1.45am already. I should probably go to bed now. Good night world. You are so cruel.