Favorite song of the moment.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But you just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

Today marks the end of my polytechnic life. It's like I can't decide if I should be happy or sad. On one hand, I'm glad that there is no more UTs but on the other hand, I kinda miss doing RJs and definitely the people I've met during the 3 freaking awesome years (already). I wanna thank every friend I've made during this period of time and I've found some really awesome relationships. Very thankful for that. :') I thought of writing a thank you letter to those whom I really cherish close to my heart but the thought of how much time and effort I'd need to put into making these things just.. scares me. Or I could just be lazy. More of the latter I guess. But yeah, I love you guys no matter what. I really hope that all these r/s will last, as absurd as it sounds, forever.

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Anyway, after the last UT today(which was Managing Guest Experience btw), we had a meeting regarding the SOT. AND WE ARE 2 WEEKS AWAY FROM THE GOLD COAST TRIP. OMG I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT! :D And it feels kinda good that I can joke around with my facilitators and call them Mum and Dad. Haha. We then went to OSC to settle our SOT payments and collected our transcripts. Cheryl then drove me to CWP before sending Jane home as well.

Met up with Louis and Sam at Sembawang. It's been age sinces I last went to that place and it brings back a lot of memories. Not the dirty public toilet memories though. Haha. Talked about some stuff while we had Macs for lunch. Then we walked around and went grocery shopping for our dinner! Met up with Dick and we walked over to Louis's place. So, the chef(s) started cooking and I just stood by the side and watched. We talked and joked around as usual. Dinner was great. They gave me an early birthday surprise, which was partly ruined by me because I sorta knew about the surprise. But I really appreciate it so thank you guys, for both the effort and everything. Love you all. :)