It's 12.56am now.. so Happy Birthday to Amanda Lui, Rachel Choo and my brother! May all your wishes come true! =D

That aside.. TGIF! It has been a dreadful week for me.. lots of things happened. I don't know if I will regret my decision in the future, but I'm glad that I managed to muster up all my courage and did the unthinkable. I know I might seem really selfish, but it's my life and all I want to do is to be happy. =[

Today totally sucked. I was feeling so crappy the whole day, especially in the morning. =/ So anyways.. today for Cognitive module we were supposed to think about love scientifically. It was rather interesting but we didn't touch much on love, but rather the different types of thinking. But yeah the 'debating' part with Jerome was rather interesting. To tell you the truth, I can't even define love and tell you what it means exactly.. it's still a riddle to me. Love is.. ineffable?

I thought my day will get better after my class lesson ended.. however my stupid mind decides to make me think.. like a lot. While I was on my way back home I thought about A LOT of things.. and it makes me wonder if people really give a damn. I mean, it's easy for people to say that they care about you, and that they will be there when you need them to be. But sometimes I wonder if anybody's ever REALLY gonna be there for me when I need them. When I need a shoulder to lean on, a listening ear or simply just someone who will sit there and say nothing, just keeping me company. Sigh. Sometimes relationships can be really vulnerable.. =[ It's only the first week of school and I'm facing so much problems.. at this rate I'm going I reckon I'll go nuts from all that unnecessary negative thoughts.

But I'm thankful that I still have my bestie. You're always there for me, backing me up. I'm so glad that I have you in my life. Even though I don't really show it, Hui Yun.. please know that I love you too okay? =] The talk with you yesterday was so great. Don't get too stressed up when school work resumes okay? Remember we're here for each other and I'm just a phone call away! Love you always!

Rough days.. rough times.. just make it go away? Please?