I'm siting here with this blog window open, thinking for the longest time ever. There are tons of things going through my mind now and it's really frustrating. I could easily have written it all here, but now that I think again, I'd rather keep it to myself. Initially, I created a blog because I wanted a space where I can write down how I feel and call it my own. But now, it seems to me that a blog is just a place where I keep a record of where I have been to and what I had done. Not a place where I can write down my thoughts anymore. I am feeling really cranky today and I just told my mum to get lost because she kept pestering me to clean up the house. I hate today.